i think i've made a huge mistake.
i’ve been too blinded by societal expectations.
We are not born broken, we are cracked from the things out of our control.– QFS 2011, UC Santa Cruz
someone told me today that i have a lot of...
i don’t remember that ever being told to me. i had to explain to her that my friendliness is usually mistaken as being associated with being sociable when in reality i’m introverted. and she said it’s great to be so observant and how it must be nice to have a close group of friends because it makes you feel like you belong. and it would be. if i did have that.
if you're going to stay alone, at least make it...
i didn't love you as much as i thought.
When love is not madness it is not love.– Pedro Calderón de la Barca (via kari-shma)
you should never apologize for being upset.
we could put this back together.
if only we could get our mind and heart to stop trembling with fear. some of this will never be enough, but we could always turn out greater than we had anticipated. the tide may not be with us now, but soon we’ll soar the oceans together.
Anything’s possible if you’ve got enough nerve.– J.K. Rowling (via quote-book)
That’s the worst of growing up, and I’m beginning to realize it. The things you...– Anne of Green Gables, L.M. Montgomery (via wordsorcerer)
i learned what happiness was like because of you.
do you remember when we were sitting on your trampoline on a summer day and we talked about how we wouldn’t be in this small town forever and you’d probably go to boston and i’d probably go to san francisco, but that no matter how great the distance was, we would be best friends forever? i miss that kind of simplicity. i miss when things were so simple despite how complicated the...
remember when i was driving at 100 down the road to albuquerque? and we blasted music and lived like there was no tomorrow. i know things are different now, and things have been different for quite a while now. but you will always be my first best friend. when i said that nobody could replace you, i meant it. i hope you are happy with where you are, because i know you’ve struggled with...
i want to visit you.
so that we could be the little immature girls we were, the ones that laughed until we were gasping for air while laying on the ground. we were the ones that people aspired to be as happy and free as we were. i want to visit you so that i can know what it feels like to have a best friend again and to know what it’s like for me to be a best friend.
Meanwhile, on April 26th, 1977...
April 26th, 1977, in this day was born the extremely sexy and most handsome man in the whole world (at least for me). Thomas John Patrick Welling, today turns 34 years-old. I LOVE YOU
“i’m resigning from my job because i don’t have the motivation to go. i don’t keep in contact with my friends. i haven’t called my mom. i’m gaining weight. i sleep too much. nothing is appealing.” “you should just find something you love and stick with it, and let that drive you to bring yourself meaning and happiness.” “i love you so...