“What do you want to do?”
“You decide.”
“What do you consider fun?”
“Anything. Think of something.”
“Do you want to watch a movie?”
“Sure!”
“Do you like go kart racing?” 

“I have a few errands to run but I can do them later.”
“We can do them together. People always hit me up when they want to do errands.”
“Oh really…”
“Yeah I’m an enthusiastic errand runner!”

“EAT SOME FRIES”
“I have heart disease!”
“YOURE NOT FUNNY!”

“I’m the man of steel.” 

Cashier: Do you always take him out in public?
Me: I won’t anymore.
Lady behind me: But he’s a cute one! Keep him!

“I love to go to stores and mess with cashiers. One time I was at GNC and they asked if they could help me and I said, ‘Yeah, I’m looking for some steroids!’ and they were so pissed.” 

“Those are for little boys”
“You are a little boy!”
“No I’m a big boy!” 

I love how you make jokes. And I love how you talk to cashiers more than I do. And I love how you look at me. I love how you open doors for me. I love how I don’t want to talk when I’m with you, because being with you is enough. I just want to be by your side. And to hear you talk and make stupid jokes. I love just simply seeing you. I love your metaphors. And I love how you try to hide how smart you are. I hope you like my note. And I hope I can see you soon. 

Don’t worry. I’ll wait. I’ll wait because even if I am hurt in the end, you are worth it. I’ll wait for you, because you are what I need. And how do I know? I don’t. I just do. I just know more than anything. Never in my life have I wanted someone in my life as much as you. Please let me stay. You are the only one who would ever push away. I won’t push away. I won’t. That’s how I know.

ENFJ: The one to believe that there is at least one positive aspect to everything.

I hope you think what I wear is cute. I hope you don’t make fun of my sick voice. And I hope I’m not too boring. And I hope I’m not too much. And I hope you don’t care how I eat. And I know none of these things matter. But it’s easier to pretend that they do. I’m excited to see you tomorrow. I’m excited to just be able to hug you, to look at your eyes and to hear your obnoxious laugh.

“Tell me something interesting”
“I do research!”
“You told me at new years”
“You remembered?”
“Yeah” 

You actually listen and remember. I don’t think I’ve ever met someone who does that.

Last night I had a dream in which I was falling, and someone was holding my hand, but I didn’t want them to. I wanted to just fall, fall so freely. To feel the air against my chest and smile. And when I was close to the ground, someone caught me. I don’t know who, but I made it safely back to the world.

I trust people now. I trust the world. I believe in the unknown more than I ever could imagine. I am changing at such a fast pace.

My heart doesn’t feel so heavy anymore.

Thank you. 

Sometimes you just meet someone who changes your life, completely. Someone who changes who you are in an instant and you don’t even know who you were before, why you even were the person you were before you met them.

I trust you. And I’m not scared. And I never thought I could feel lonely. I never knew I could feel this way.

You will never know this, but because of you, I trust people now. There is a free-ness in my words and the way I look and how I talk and smile.