A small dose of life.





And I miss you.

And yesterday I thought of you and cried because I missed you. Most boys bore me and can’t keep my attention. But you’re different. You’re different.

And I have never felt this way before. But I now know… I know. 2012 has been way too easy, and you are my test. You are my test.

My whole life, I’ve been scared to be with someone, scared to take chances, always holding back. But you are..so much more scared than I am, but you hide it behind your alcohol eyes. It’s okay, I do too. People don’t understand how similar we are. How crazy we are. I want you to take chances with me. I want you to know that I’m here. That it’s okay if you hurt me…because I am letting my guard down around you. I…

I believe you are worth it.

And this morning I sat and cried because I missed you, because I feel lonely without you. And I heard a song and cried because I just wanted to be in your arms.

And I want you to know this has never happened before. You don’t know how much you have changed my life.

“He’s a game changer, isn’t he? You met him and nothing was the same, and you’re caught off guard and you don’t know what to do.”

I want to be with you.

I want to be with you.

I never want to be with anyone.

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