I'm Lucie. I am a little bit of everything, and I am a lot of nothing. I am in-between and I am just focused on being alive, truly alive. I'm on a never-ending journey of discovery. I am terrible with words. I have no hobbies except for the fact that I am interested in absolutely everything. I've wanted to be many things. I want to be a fashion designer and I want to be a chef. I like interior design and I like photography. I like quotes because they can describe how I feel. When I was little, i wanted to be a dancer or a gymnast. The only thing I like more than art is Superman. The only things I am good at are giving hugs and having an array of facial expressions at my disposal. I don't understand much. Everything in the world is too mysterious beyond my understanding. Life and all of its components are much too hypnotizing, but it's all so, so beautiful. I want to be able to hold the whole world in my hands while I twirl in a little pink dress and laugh like I'm seeing the world for the first time.

To express, not impress. To be interested in the world, not interesting to others. To rediscover an old hobby. To find purpose. To waste time and enjoy time. To sing at the top of your lungs. To live outside your comfort zone. To stop feeling anxious. To be vulnerable. To give many chances, to yourself, to others, to life. To never succumb to images. To never assume. To live in simplicity. To ponder. To cherish. To absorb yourself in what is strange instead of common. To be silly. To know, and to be naive. To never be governed by others. To remember. To see the world from someone else's perspective. To love, and, if you're lucky, possibly be loved in return. To be selfless. To seek change in yourself, not others. To never thrive for perfection, but self-actualization. To sleep more, sleep less. To move faster, to slow down. To expand. To feel. To live. To be free.

"What's your life dream?" - Anonymous

i have no idea, honestly. i’ve actually always just wanted to be an artist, but someone who is a little bit good at everything rather than an expertise in one. i’ve always wanted to go to the arts institute and who knows, maybe i will in the future, maybe i won’t. i kind of gave up on that idea, but then again i have too many ideas. i just love art, a lot.

after a new years rave, a lot of people i had just met came to my hotel afterward and i was passing around muffins for everyone and one of the people i had just met asked me why i liked to bake, and i said “because i like to create” and i think that’s what it all boils down to. i don’t want to do research, i really don’t. i’m endlessly fascinated by the research that is done out there, and i’d be driven enough to find results, but that’s just it - i don’t care for results. i don’t want to be a psychologist because it’s all based on empirical, experiential evidence. i’m more of a philosopher because i think, i believe, but i don’t need proof of anything. i don’t need reliability or validity. i’d much rather speculate and live in the unknown. i’d love to be a counselor through a humanistic/person-center approach and i would enjoy it so much, because it’s something that i do so much of already, but i don’t know. i still want to create. i’ve always wanted one of those crazy dinky little studios with too much going on :p

i’m just really into art, like, i used to paint/draw whatever as a kid, and i used to do graphic design and make webpages as a teenager. i’ve also always loved interior design/photography but never got into it. i used to be hella good at piano and i’ve created like one or two compositions before. and i always wanted to learn how to play acoustic guitar. my ex actually taught me how to play the drums because i loved the drums too. i also like other forms of art such as cooking/baking, scrapbooking/sewing, and my boss always told me i should go into fashion design. sometimes i think i should write stories and try and get them published. i’m not into performing arts, such as singing and dancing and acting, but i LOVE going to the shows. i’m more of like an, in-the-background kind of aspiring artist. meh, who knows :p

but i never know where my future is headed, so we’ll find out what’s in store for me!! basically, everything sounds good in my head and i have a lot of ideas, but i just never do anything about these ideas because i get way too excited on something else! TOO MANY OPPORTUNITIES AND NOT ENOUGH TIME, ahhhhasdklfsdfd