i have no idea, honestly. i’ve actually always just wanted to be an artist, but someone who is a little bit good at everything rather than an expertise in one. i’ve always wanted to go to the arts institute and who knows, maybe i will in the future, maybe i won’t. i kind of gave up on that idea, but then again i have too many ideas. i just love art, a lot.
after a new years rave, a lot of people i had just met came to my hotel afterward and i was passing around muffins for everyone and one of the people i had just met asked me why i liked to bake, and i said “because i like to create” and i think that’s what it all boils down to. i don’t want to do research, i really don’t. i’m endlessly fascinated by the research that is done out there, and i’d be driven enough to find results, but that’s just it - i don’t care for results. i don’t want to be a psychologist because it’s all based on empirical, experiential evidence. i’m more of a philosopher because i think, i believe, but i don’t need proof of anything. i don’t need reliability or validity. i’d much rather speculate and live in the unknown. i’d love to be a counselor through a humanistic/person-center approach and i would enjoy it so much, because it’s something that i do so much of already, but i don’t know. i still want to create. i’ve always wanted one of those crazy dinky little studios with too much going on :p
i’m just really into art, like, i used to paint/draw whatever as a kid, and i used to do graphic design and make webpages as a teenager. i’ve also always loved interior design/photography but never got into it. i used to be hella good at piano and i’ve created like one or two compositions before. and i always wanted to learn how to play acoustic guitar. my ex actually taught me how to play the drums because i loved the drums too. i also like other forms of art such as cooking/baking, scrapbooking/sewing, and my boss always told me i should go into fashion design. sometimes i think i should write stories and try and get them published. i’m not into performing arts, such as singing and dancing and acting, but i LOVE going to the shows. i’m more of like an, in-the-background kind of aspiring artist. meh, who knows :p
but i never know where my future is headed, so we’ll find out what’s in store for me!! basically, everything sounds good in my head and i have a lot of ideas, but i just never do anything about these ideas because i get way too excited on something else! TOO MANY OPPORTUNITIES AND NOT ENOUGH TIME, ahhhhasdklfsdfd